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[Wednesday May 4th, 2005 at 7:04pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Sakura #4 ]   No Matter what... Friends will always be there For you...   This journal is now friends only. Wanna be a friend? Add me. If your just someone who reads my journal, but you do not own a livejournal account, get one then. I love you

Albedo!!!!!!!!....and....Richard [Friday March 4th, 2005 at 11:17am] [ mood | Albedo ish the crazy one ] [ music | Xenosaga music ] FWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I GOT MYSELF AN ALBEDO AVATAR god, I love this guy. Though, his laugh freaken freaks me out he is still kool! Powe to the insane crazy laugh! XD -clings to Albedo- He should kill Jr. Jr ish so annoying and he looks like a 12 year old kid tho Albedo should to, but he does not well anyways yeah. Albedo is on a mission, I'm not sure of what it fully is but its to kill his twin brother, Jr for what he had done 14 years ago...it was so sad! poor Albedo...when he asked jr not to let go of his hand...Jr did and it was so sad! -keeps clinging to Albedo- Albedo: -.-' -rips his legs off- me: O.o wtf Albedo: -crawls away using his hands and in a few sec, his legs come out- Me: ITS NARAKU! XD Now on the subject of Richard. Ack I hate his that girly man can die and he voice sounds girly to! XD -kills him- Die richard die! Thats what you get you girly mofo for trying to kill me! You killed me two but -points finger- I beat you! XD He better not come back, I hate that girly man. >.< He tried to take MOMO from me -cries- MOMO ish kool! She is like this 12 year old girl with some kickass powers! It rules and Richard -glares- was trying to kidnap her evil bastrad.............oh btw I'm still talking about the game, there ish the boss fight and you gotta fight this girly man Richard and he is hard XD And I was leveling up to but it didn't work! So I went back to level up and I beat him yeah! But I didn't kill him so I think he'll come back grrrrrrrrrness. And the craft he rides in is................PINK! -falls- XD I love you

Jesse McCartney Lyrics [Wednesday March 2nd, 2005 at 3:45pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | Why is Love So Hard to Find? (Jesse McCartney) ] I'm just Jesse Crazy XD LoL He is just so hot! I lie to my friends and always tell them, I only like Jesse McCartney because of his one song, Beautiful Soul. But thats I lie I mean I like the song but I like Jesse McCartney becuase he is Jesse McCartney. I dont care if he is famous WHO CARES! All I care about is he seems like a really nice guy and he is hott! But I mean if you listen to his songs he seems to be a good guy, you know. Well here is a few lyrics of the songs that he sings that I like. Take Your Sweet Time It isnt a crime to want A little space to breathe But you will be fine The sun again will shine on you Whatever you do [Chorus] Take your sweet, sweet time I will be here when you change your mind Take your sweet, sweet time I will be here for you baby Anytime Im feeling you pull away 'cause letting go isnt easy for me But you'll never fly With someone elses wings, I know Wherever you go [Repeat Chorus] I will never stand in your way Wherever your heart may lead you I will love you the same And I will be your comfort every day Do you hear the words I say? [Repeat Chorus] Get your shine on Everyone here is feeling your vibe eyes glued, hands up 'cause you're doin it right Everybody gets their chance to shine So, dont be shy now Did you know that everyone's a star? Big time, it dont matter who you are Flip the beat and we're switchin it up Yeah it's your time to... [Chorus] Get your get your... Get your shine on Get your get your... get your shine on Get your get your... get your shine on Too hot.. too hot Get your get your... get your shine on Get your get your... get your shine on Get your get your... get your shine on Dont stop Dont stop... What you doin up agaisnt the wall? You know you wanna dance Or you wouldnt be here at all Everybody's got it goin on and on and on It's on tonight, yeah Show a little... You know I like it when you... Everybody wanna... [repeat] [Repeat Chorus] Everybody It's time to party Time to show what you can do. Everyone should It makes you feel good You can... you will... you know... You've got the moves Oh, c'mon [Repeat Chorus] Why is love so hard to find Everyday, I look around Seems that no one's ever satisfied Could it be, that underneath We've all got something to hide? From the moment we arrive We want to fill the space inside We all need to feel alive [Chorus] If it's love that keeps us breathin' Gives us something to believe in Is it fear that makes us blind? Tell me, why is love so hard to find? If we hear so much about it And we can't go on without it Let the mystery unwind Tell me, why is love so hard to find? All I know is when you find it Even earth can feel like you're in heaven Tell me now, unlock the secret Help us all to find the hidden treasure From the moment we arrive We want to fill the space inside We all need to feel alive [Repeat chorus] Why is love so hard to find, Tell me why is love so hard to find? Why is love so hard to find, Tell me why is love so hard to find? (so hard baby) Don't you know I'm never gonna give up 'Til I find the love? I'll be searchin' the whole world over To find my love... [Repeat chorus] Beautiful Soul [Chorus] I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul I know that you are something special To you I'd be always faithful I want to be what you always needed Then I hope you'll see the heart in me I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Your beautiful soul, yeah You might need time to think it over But im just fine moving forward I'll ease your mind If you give me the chance I will never make you cry c`mon lets try I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Am I crazy for wanting you Baby do you think you could want me too I don't wanna waste your time Do you see things the way I do I just wanna know if you feel it too There is nothing left to hide I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Your beautiful soul, yeah I love you

New journal for Virus [Tuesday March 1st, 2005 at 7:14am] Its Virus_09 if you wanna look. Everyone has the same pic as before except Kara, in the story I say she has short hair so I needed a pic with a blond haired girl with short hair and I found it. Also the pic for my charater Kaida I only have what she looks like after she dies and comes back to life I love you

Avatar [Monday February 28th, 2005 at 4:50pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | Jesus Walks ] My avatar I have right now I'm a bit confused about what it says 'Jesus wont save you' I think but I'm not sure that it it like someone ish telling the bad guy who ish in the pic, Yazoo that Jesus wont save him because of what he has done I have no I dea I just like the way it looks >. I love you

Jesus Walks [Monday February 28th, 2005 at 4:43pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Jesus Walks ] Jesus Walks is a very good song, I like it. And whats kool is that Kanye West came from IL and now he ish famous! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Yo, We at war We at war with terrorism, racism but most of all we at war with ourselves (Jesus Walks) God show me the way because the Devil trying to break me down (Jesus Walks with me) with me with me with me (fades) You know what the Midwest is? Young & Restless Where restless Niggaz might snatch your necklace And next these Niggaz might jack your Lexus Somebody tell these Niggaz who Kanye West is I walk through the valley of Chi where death is Top floor the view alone will leave you breathless Uhhhh! Try to catch it Uhhhh! It's kinda hard hard Getting choked by the detectives yeah yeah now check the method They be asking us questions, harass and arrest us Saying "we eat pieces of shit like you for breakfast" Huh? Yall eat pieces of shit? What's the basis? We ain't going nowhere but got suits and cases A trunk full of coke rental car from Avis My momma used to say only Jesus can save us Well momma I know I act a fool But I'll be gone til November I got packs to move I Hope (HOOK x2) (Jesus Walks) God show me the way because the Devil trying to break me down (Jesus Walks with me) The only thing that I pray is that me feet don't fail me now (Jesus Walks) And I don't think there is nothing I can do now to right my wrongs (Jesus Walks with me) I want to talk to God but I'm afraid because we ain't spoke in so long To the hustlas, killers, murderers, drug dealers even the strippers To the victims of Welfare for we living in hell here hell yeah Now hear ye hear ye want to see Thee more clearly I know he hear me when my feet get weary Cuz we're the almost nearly extinct We rappers are role models we rap we don't think I ain't here to argue about his facial features Or here to convert atheists into believers I'm just trying to say the way school need teachers The way Kathie Lee needed Regis that's the way yall need Jesus So here go my single dog radio needs this They say you can rap about anything except for Jesus That means guns, sex, lies, video tapes But if I talk about God my record won't get played Huh? Well let this take away from my spins Which will probably take away from my ends Then I hope this take away from my sins And bring the day that I'm dreaming about Next time I'm in the club everybody screaming out (Jesus Walks) God show me the way because the devil trying to break me down (Jesus Walks) The only thing that I pray is that me feet don't fail me now I love you

I cant.... [Saturday February 26th, 2005 at 4:09pm] [ mood | indescribable ] i cant do this I feel so alone Nothing is going right And no one seems to care I cant talk about it I dont want no one to know Just because people are mad at me It leaves me with a hole I love you

Last one...maybe [Saturday February 26th, 2005 at 4:04pm] [ mood | bitchy ] So....Last night I was shaking really really badly and I would not shaking on the outside but in the inside and right now its happening again...why can't my life go alright why must everything mess up and my friends or so called friends end up mad at me WHY! Everywhere I go the same thing happenes! A friend or so called friend gets mad at me! I truly cannot take it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you

[Saturday February 26th, 2005 at 4:01pm] [ mood | So leave me the fuck alone! ] [ music | Nothing ] I hate my life, life sucks wy must life...no my life have to fucking suck so badly!?!?!?! B Btw my last update the subject, the power of DEATH is intoxicating well thats one of my fav qoutes just to inform you I love you

The power of DEATH is intoxicating [Saturday February 26th, 2005 at 3:56pm] I HATE EVERYONE THAT IS AROUND ME THEY ALL SUCK RIHGT ABOUT NOW! NO ONE CARES I CAN'T HANDLE IT! i JUST STORMED OUT OF THE LIBRARY BECUASE THIS DUMP ASS MOFO blocked me so I stormed out in tears because I was just trying to get his head out of the clouds and tell him the truth but I guess when i speak IT FUCKING MEAN NOTHING! I FUCKING HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you

Happy? [Saturday February 26th, 2005 at 1:16pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | Beautiful Soul ] Am I happy? I think not. I try to be happy but I can't. No one can also understand how to make me happy...If I get my mind off of things that sometimes helps...So I'll do that...-thinks about Jesse- ^^ -drools- He is hot butalso kool I luv this one song he sings! Its called Beautiful Soul that song ish kool! I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul I know that you are something special To you I'd be always faithful I want to be what you always needed Then I hope you'll see the heart in me I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Your beautiful soul, yeah You might need time to think it over But im just fine moving forward I'll ease your mind If you give me the chance I will never make you cry c`mon lets try I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Am I crazy for wanting you Baby do you think you could want me too I don't wanna waste your time Do you see things the way I do I just wanna know if you feel it too There is nothing left to hide I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I wanna chase You're the one I wanna hold I wont let another minute go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul Your beautiful soul, yeah I love you

>. [Saturday February 26th, 2005 at 12:59pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | Green Day ] I feel strange today, I dont know why. Last night was a really bad night...I just wanna forget about it and I have a really bad headache. I feel like I dont have any best friends or friends for that fact. Jill, she tells me I'm her friend but I dont know I dont think its true. Along with that I never hear from like any of my online friends or like from kara, Alana and other peopel I talk to at school like shereen, Lee ect, I dont hear from them that their my friend so I dunno. I just feel so alone inside and I try to talk to people to not be so alone...but it never works. There seems to be no one in this world that is right for me as a friend. My feelings are all screwed up right now and they are really screwed up more then ever because I have pms...-sigh- Nothing in this world ever goes right for me. My friends well They dont say that I'm their friend so I dont know if they are and my family is messed up with my dad being a drunk and all...Its just so hard! I want there to be someone...not just god but a person who can look me in the eyes and talk to me...someone who can understand how I feel and know what I'm going threw...Kara and Shereen they have no idea what I'm going threw no idea at all! Their parents are still together they are and their fathers dont drink until they have a really bad hangover and their father's dont drink until they forget who their family is or what their name is or how to spell it. They dont but...but I do! And it seems no one I talk to goes threw what I go threw so if any of them go 'I know what its like' they dont!They dont have any clue no idea what so ever! SO they can't feel how I feel or understand whats going on in my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 2 understood I love you

FWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE [Friday February 25th, 2005 at 4:20pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Jesse McCartney ] FWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Jesse McCartney Ish coming to stratford square mall this sunday! OH YEAH I'm going! -dances- He is hot! -drools- And I just found out that he was in dream street woah! Along with that, Jump5 ish coming to IL so I'll be able to go see them. Jump5 and Jesse McCartney are kool! Other then that I'm doing ok...I think my friend Bunny may not trust me...it makes me upset when I think about it. For almost two years we have been friends (two or one I cant remeber) Oh! I have to go hehe I love you

Crap [Tuesday February 22nd, 2005 at 5:36am] [ mood | FWEEEEE ] [ music | Nothing ] Its 5:36 am right now and i'm sneaking on, so my mum has no idea XD Man I'm going to be in so much trouble, oh well. It seems that I'm grounded for a month, i'm not able to go online but i have been going online. I'm starting this new story...For once I have taken intrest in this one lol so all my other stories are on hold (except the one that me and my friends are writing) There is this vitural world, in the comp you use a helmet to access it and the world is like final fantasy. Well, my character and some other people i know online including Kara...Kristin, Lisa, Rich, CJ, Kara, Jaron and myself, from all over the world we login but durring that time there is a virus running threw the network and at the time, Kristin, Lisa, CJ, Jaron, Kara, myself and Rich, we are all loging on and we get infested with the virus so we feel the real pain and the virus puts our real bodies in a coma but we are in the vitural worlds, were our mind and spirit and stuff is at. Well we all meet up and one charrie (not sure who yet) has the power of like mind reading so she figures out that there is a virus inside of them so they have to find the person who infested them with the virus and there hopes are to take that person down, and get out of their deep coma and the virus out of them. But its not so easy because there are monsters after them and if they get hurt, well it really does hurt. And they also meet new people and in the group new love begins to grow. ^^ And also the virus is changing the charries...starting out with my charrie but its not good because her powers go out of control AND her hair is starting to turn sliver. It sounds pretty kool so I have taken a big intrest into it....but I need the info on what the vitural charries of my friends will look like and if I cant find out fast enough, i'm making them up >.< lol Right now I'm looking for pictures in anime form of what they would look like I have mine and Jaron's down I'm finding another one for me becuase the one I have now, my charrie she ish an angel and all so the pic has angel wings, so I'm trying to find a non-angel picture. Good luck to me and its 6:10 an hour or so before school >.< Oh btw check out my other LJ site if you wanna read my story called 'Virus' the one I just explaned above. Lets see....the url is..Well while I get it I must tell you....You have to be on my friends list in order to read it, sorry I just dont want the whole world reading it right now sorry to who ever reads this and finds out that they cant read my story if they wanted to real sorry! Alright found it http://www.livejournal.com/users/fire_dancer09/, thats the url to my journal that will have the story on it! Well see ya, mother starting to wake up and I would like to change the colors on my new journal so later! 2 understood I love you

Somethings Missing... (Hoping it will be a short fan fic) [Sunday February 20th, 2005 at 7:33am] [ mood | Its kool but -yawn- ] [ music | Linkin Park- Breaking the habit(from the music video I made) ] Its strange...when I fell towards her...with my Masamune raised...My plans then had been to kill the girl...get her out of my life...I couldn't stop thinking about her and she would have ruined my plans...So I killed her. I raised by Masamune high as I came down and I stabed her. I remeber...seeing the sight of her blood, deep down I wanted to cry, do you beleve that I Sephiroth wanted to cry for a girl that I killed with my own hands? I think not...but its the truth. I tore right threw her body...with my own hands and I was feeling sorry! But...as I pulled my sword that was covered in her blood out of her body...I was smiling...why you ask...My evil deed was done...I could go on and destroy the planet and get her out of my mind...but it didn't work..she stayed in my memories. When ever I would sleep...All I would see was her long brown hair...her big green eyes, red jacket and her pink dress...but nothing else...her face was a blurr now but still she haunted me. I had been spying on Cloud and his gang, always she was in his party so it worked out. Aeris, she always would smile or laugh but if something troubled her...she tried to hide it...not once as I was spying I heard her cry...not once. Once the night after I had killed her...I was trying to sleep but all I did was tossing and turning so I got out of bed to get a glass of water and as I poured the water into a glass...I heard the cry of the planet...it was the strangest thing ever! The planet...was talking to me...the one that was trying to destroy it! It said to me...'Dont worry you can go back to sleep...the girl is safe' All I did was try to hide the fact that I knew what the planet was saying.... Right now...as Cloud and his gang rush towards me...to finish me off...all I can think of is that if I do die...everything will be alright because I'll be with her...I'll let her know how I feel. Not once in my life...even when I was a kid I never thought about loving....Loving ment hating to me...so thats all I did...was hate. I tried to understand the things that Professor Gast was saying but I couldn't. When Professor Hojo took me in...he explaned it more but if I got something wrong he would beat me and so hatred ran deep with in me and thats how I came to be. But I guess its true...that people can change...but I can't turn back...not after what I have done to her and what I'm going to do to the planet...I will accept my death...I will see her again...trust me. "SEPHIROTH!" A voice screamed at me...it was him...that spikey-haired jerk...Cloud. So they got past Jenova and Weapon...Was what I thought then. I laughed and closed my eyes. I nearly jumped out of my skin! With my eyes closed...I could see her! Her eyes were closed, just like mine are now...but she slowly began to open them and all I could now see were her eyes...those green eyes...it was like looking into a puddle of Mako. "Sephiroth...You can do it...Fight back but try to lose...Dont show them your letting them win..." He voice...it was speaking to me! She even said my name without fear! But then it faded away and I wanted to call out...'Dont go' But I didn't. All I did was open my own glowing green eyes and stair into the eyes of Cloud. His Ocean blue eyes staired right back at me...with raging fire. "Lets start this shall we?" I muttered, with a smirk on my face...I knew what was coming I could see a glowing green road infront of me...it was the road to the lifestream and it was waiting for me...with her also waiting for me there...so I did have something to look up to when I died...it was her. I love you

Just because I am bored... [Friday February 18th, 2005 at 7:08pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Breaking the Habit ] Just cuz I feel like it, I wanna do like a small rpg in my journal, but post your reply on the comments page alright! Its a final fantasy 7 rpg, try to be someone from the game but if not, well thats alright I guess... ------- The wind blew and a pair of great bright green eyes staired up at the sky. A girl...around the age of 20 stood in a old broken church. Her long brown hair was tied back into a small brade and there was a pink ribbon that held it together at the top, with a green marble in the middle. She had a long pink dress on with a short red jacket. Behind here there was a small graden of flowers that she was attending. It had been two whole years since she last been in this place....The last time she was were...in her real body was when she first met...him...Cloud. Now two years later....some of the flowers were dead but there were a few alive....the ones dead mostly died because people stepped on them or because they were not watered. But right now...she didnt really care about the flowers...sure she loved to plant them...but the one thing on her mind was...how did she come back to life? It was strange...the last thing she could remeber was Sephiroth coming down while she was praying and kill her...and the next...she wakes up, laying down in her flowers...it was all...so strange. With her head still up, she began to sigh, with a small smile on her face. "I wonder....if they still remeber me? I know he does...but does the rest of the group do? Oh man Aeris why are you getting all worked up about this? Sure they remeber me...they are my friends...right" Aeris laughed then lowered her head. "I'm..I'm doing it again huh Mother? Talking to myself..." A small smile appeared on her face and she turned around and began to tend to her flowers, trying to bring the ones that are dead back alive and the ones that are alive, she wanted to keep them alive. I love you

NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU [Thursday February 17th, 2005 at 4:35pm] [ mood | good ] [ music | Breaking the Habit ] Nuuuuuuuuuuuuuuness! I can't find a flipen Fullmetal Alchimist LJ Layout...Anyone who is reading this, know where I can find one or can someone make me one? I mainly want it to be of Ed, just Ed. Maybe like for the picture have him looking happy but like another picture be like of his getting pissed off because someone called Shrimp or shorty hehe I love you

I'm going to die [Monday February 14th, 2005 at 7:39pm] XD I'm going to die, kara is soooooo going to be killing me when she finds out i'm putting her picture on my journal but i mean she ish my friend and once I get a pic of shereen i'll be posting a pic of her on her to. By the end of the year I'm gonna have a group pic of me, kara shereen and all my other pic so I can post it up on the site and that way I know I wont forget any of my friends cuz there are a few of my friends going to a diff high school -cries- http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v396/Little_Dre/Kara.bmp 1 understood I love you

A group pic [Monday February 14th, 2005 at 7:34pm] This pic was taken in 6th grade. I'm sitting on the snow and i dont have glasses its hard to see me but I have long red hair and off to the left standing up wearing the blue jacket thats kara my BFF 4 understood I love you

More pics of me [Monday February 14th, 2005 at 7:23pm] >.< (-ish scared of that pic-) I have no idea why I'm sitting freaky >.< I think I had to much soda that day XD 1 understood I love you

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